Brilio.net - Lucinta Luna became known to the public through a number of controversies. At the beginning of her appearance, Lucinta Luna completely denied her status. Until finally the fact was discovered that he was a transgender who used to have the name Muhammad Fattah.
However, with her fame, Lucinta Luna no longer seems to pay attention to what people say about her. He also doesn't have a problem with his past being brought up all the time. Even now Lucinta seems more open.
Recently, Lucinta Luna made another statement which made a number of people interested in commenting. Through a podcast hosted by Samuel Christ, Lucinta told many things about herself. The podcast host deliberately invited Lucinta Luna as a trans woman and Odi who is a trans man. The discussion throughout the chat was about the ins and outs of changing gender. In this podcast, Lucinta Luna talked about her dilemma when she wanted to worship.
Lucinta Luna confides that she is confused about praying using a sarong or mukena
YouTube/Samuel Christ
Being a trans woman makes her confused when she wants to pray, whether she should wear a sarong like a man according to her nature, or wear a mukena. He even asked people who understand religion about this because they were afraid that their prayers would not be accepted.
"When I pray, sometimes I'm confused, whether to wear a sarong or to wear a mukenah," he said, quoted from YouTube Samuel Christ on Thursday (25/7).
Fortunately, the ustadz or ustazah where Lucinta Luna asked questions always tried to answer without judgment. In the story, he was only advised to wear appropriate clothing.
"But I once asked one of the ustadz or ustadz, when I was in prison. You have become like this, right, the ustadz and ustadzah can't judge you because we are both human. So wear clothes that are appropriate for face God," he continued.
Lucinta Luna confides that she is confused about praying using a sarong or mukena
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Apart from that, he also admitted that he was sad, his decision to change gender always received criticism from netizens. In fact, quite a few people labeled him as a despicable human being. Furthermore, Lucinta even experienced terror.
"It's really insulting to the point that I want to be terrorized, like this, like this. I'm sad, sometimes I feel like I'm depressed, like I feel like oh my God, how come it's getting more and more like that, right?" he continued.
There is no other way for Lucinta other than not to care about this hate speech. He also admitted that currently his circle of friends has become narrower. This was done in order to maintain his mental health and minimize hearing curses directed at him.
Lucinta Luna confides that she is confused about praying using a sarong or mukena
Instagram/@lucintaluna_manjalita
"So like yesterday I had a birthday usually, what is it called, a fancy, party like that. Now I don't, because I feel like myself the more money I have, the more I know toxic friends, when I'm "I fell like that, I just asked for help, there wasn't any," added Lucinta.
Even though she has already become a woman, she admits that she has regrets. Because of this, several times he invited and supported orphans. Not without reason, Lucinta asked for prayers so that she could change for the better.
"That's why yesterday I invited orphans, I asked for prayers, asked for this. There I felt like I already realized that's who I am, but this is my regret," he concluded.